My first day of college begins,
Classes were started but was lost on way to class so started my little adventure around campus again, the college campus so vast i had missed my 1st class and 2nd class was already started so I entered late in class, I am not really an early riser i sucks at it its so hard to get up, so i will now have to get up early as 2 hours before the schedule atleast and discipliine myself to not be tardy so from now my alarms would be set at 15/30 minutes interval.
Anyway way to go now..
i finally reached my class after asking around i had somehow got into class by lurking around the door, got caught by teacher n entered class, got little embrassed so unknowingly squinted my eyes and took little toungue out n hit my head a little anf settle down on my seat. During the class I thought I was only the one who loved coming late to class but their were others as well I was happy to see so.
Being an introvert person it was really difficult for me to start any conversation so I started excluding myself from surrounding stuffs and enjoying my own company,after the class ended some of late comer who sat besides me introduced himself along with some others and so on made a girl friend she came to me we talked about class schedule a litte, exchange contact info, were like quick friends . I was getting so much bore that I decided to bunk my rest of classes for a day and enjoy some time myself, away from crowd, so i can recharged myself from all exertion.Their were many people around me it was getting hard for me to associate with them due to my personality, so I decided to do so slowly taking on step at a time, later i found that instead people started to think me as an egoistic person with a lot of attitude and so they started to avoid me n i started to things they are doing so to isolate me i thought am i invisible being, the way they were behaving differently around me. So I started ignoring them and kept my talk limited. it suffocate me to some extent so I also started listening music more frequently. and became a lonely person which added to loose my confidence in myself more. So in order to control my emotions I started spending more time on watching more videos, any thing that would divert my mind completely and for no reason u started to see some emotional scenes to make myself cry as an outlet to vent my frustration.
Time goes by with no music, no butterfly, no sudden painful vision , it was almost like my time stopped by the end of my 1st sem I was excited to go back to my hometown and enjoy my time with my parents were I was free.it was weekend so my family decide to have dinner outside for change and have little fun.That day was the day when I started to feel more alive then those days of my college .That night was the night when the nightmares were no longer but I was entered into the new world it was like that body and soul had spilt into two parts .That was the first time when I had entered into the new world at first I thought it was just a dream by seeing things that was impossible to exist in real world than ponder over and thought is this real or just my imagination and tried to conform it by pinching myself,it was painful and then thought I can feel pain is it possible to feel pain in my dreams as well then thought if this is my dream cant the scene here change just by my mind by thinking something else and all as shown in movies.
I try to do it for sometime but it was indeed such a failure, i even slapped my face twice, pinched myself no nothing, so later I started to goof around a little and if it was going to end once I was awake then why not enjoy it till that time,search around a little and was astonished by seeing the scenery their it was like seeing all the seasons at once and it was like a choice for me to choose which direction I wanna go. so I decided to go by spring path where the sakura petals was flowing the view was amazing, pleasing.
Then suddenly I heard some noise of something and went in that direction and saw a little thing that was screaming in pain and was covered in blood. I went close to it and tried to help it but It was scared and tried to go away from me but was unable to do so because of the injury of its leg by seeing it i thought it was leg fracture, so I started searching for some stick that would support it for a time being. The first aid was done it was little docile now, so I had use the water that was placed their to wash over the blood from it. And suddenly I heard sound something similar to my alarm and woke up it was like I was swap back into reality by some strong force and the dream ends.
And saw that as soon as woke up I had a petal in my hand which confuses me whether it was just the dream orsomething else.