However, affection cannot be forced. Once I calmed down, I realized I did not love Austin and decided we should have a proper talk and get a divorce, then return to my country to repay the cultivation the nation has given me.
Austin, however, did not want to divorce. He forced me to stay with him and coerced me into lying to you, cutting off contact with you until I gave birth. Only when he saw my desperation for death did he finally... finally relent and agree to divorce me, as well as agree to let me take our child back to the country, on the condition that we wait until the child is two and a half years old before handling the repatriation procedures..."