Dongfang Li had great ideas, but many things do not proceed just as she wishes, especially when there are people coming to find them now.
Dongfang Li cannot manage so much now. She just wants to leave that place, never to return again.
Thinking of this, Dongfang Li's heart aches. She had been determined to go her own way despite her family's objections, and now she is tasting the bitter fruit of it. She can't say if she regrets it or not; from the moment she discovered certain things, she has often asked herself this question, but never has an answer.
But now, she wants to go back to see her parents and then take her son to a place where no one knows them, where future days will be free of these worries.
Dongfang Li looked at the scenery rapidly passing by outside the window. She was tired; she didn't want to continue like this. The ignorance she had in the past led to nothing but her own wishful thinking. It's time to wake up.