She had to make Fu Ziqian disappear from her life.
She didn't want to be with Fu Ziqian, she didn't want her future days to be completely suppressed by him.
She couldn't fight Fu Ziqian, couldn't outtalk him, and all her friends and family were on his side, thinking he was a polite and reasonable good man, while she was just making a fuss... If she married a man like him, in any future disputes, everyone would side with Fu Ziqian to accuse her.
She would be dominated by Fu Ziqian for her entire life.
She didn't want to be oppressed by Fu Ziqian for a lifetime.
She had already deeply experienced those days with Fu Ziqian during her adolescence.
The feeling was truly terrible, making one want to kill, to explode, to go insane.
She didn't want to live those days again.
