As for Qin Zhenyi, what exactly happened to him? Probably only Qin Zhenyi himself knew clearly, or rather, he wasn't that clear himself. After nearly two months of complex emotions and thoughts, he still hadn't reached any conclusions.
Human beings, in fact, all have emotions, whether they are so-called good people or bad ones, whether they are the head of a nation or a homeless beggar. They all have their own emotions, their own views of what they consider right or wrong. Thinking is an instinct of the human species, and during this period, Qin Zhenyi had maximized this instinct, almost doing nothing but contemplating various issues at home.