DAHLIA POV
My body hurts as I tried to run and maybe that was why, because I was trying to run. I have to remember that my body wasn't in the shape it was once before. I was so sure that I was dead. After Callum had tortured me almost to the point where I had lost my voice because I was screaming so loud, I allowed my body to disappear into that numb place. The place where I disappear to my happy place but that suddenly became a nightmare and so I took solace elsewhere.
I locked up whatever memories that I had left. Too many memories hurt and made the pain even more unbearable. So I figured if I let go of my memories, I could ease some of my pain. But then Reagan had showed up. I wanted to believe that he was just a figment of my imagination. Someone I had conjured up because I was desperate to escape the pain,