I miss you and I don't want to
I love you and I'm tired of it
I desire you and it's driving me insane
I know it's more than lust and less than love, it's a mad obsession that's driving me crazy
When I met you I knew I deserved better
But I honestly thought you were the standard
The epitome of perfection, loving and desirable
Well I thought wrong
Because you never meant it when you said "I love you"
I know you only say "I miss you" to please me
When deep down you know your life is going perfect without me
You're amongst the lessons I've had to learn
And I have to say you're the hardest one yet
Because knowing you never truly loved me hurt me
Knowing you'll never truly miss me broke me
But to you I've always been an option
Sadly the option at the bottom of your list