MIKO
It doesn't seem like a good idea.
Then again, when I made the offer yesterday night, I really didn't think much of it, other than I will be with Jude at this party.
The same party, I am supposed to be having fun, kissing people, and forgetting all about the boy who has been on my mind.
Only the said boy I was supposed to be forgetting is now right beside me as I push open the door of the apartment, forgoing the doorbell because of how loud the music is, plus the people milling around, I am sure no one would hear it.
Plus, Kai is family. I have walked through these doors so many times I couldn't count by now.
Anyway, yes, I was supposed to be here, making sure I let go of jude and forgetting all about him because I know I can never have him, only for my selfish ass to invite him because I don't want to leave him alone, and I want to see him all the damn time.
Almost as if I am making up for the lost time in those three weeks.
