JUDE
My hands are shaking as I close the bathroom door and lock it.
My gut churns, and I run to the toilet, falling on my knees as I hug the bowl, puking my guts out. I think my tears are mixing with the vomit, and I feel my ribs contract when I continue heaving, but nothing is in my stomach anymore.
Finally falling on my ass on the floor, I groan, eyes closed as I try wiping my mouth with the back of my hand.
I have never felt as horrible and shaken as I am right now. I feel like I am stepping off the roof, and I am free-falling, just waiting to be splattered on the ground.
He is probably fucking them right now. Maybe if I stuck longer in there, he would fuck them infront of me all in the name of a lesson.
What did I expect? That Miko would fall in love with me? That I meant something to him because he was kissing them while looking at me?
