As I woke up, I looked to my side, trying to search for Emma, only to find it was very hard to move my head. And to find myself in some kind of wooden crib. And left alone on a room with wooden ceiling that have medieval setting.
What the hell is all of th...
(NO, I remember everything now, I died yesterday and it wasn't nightmare).
The moment I remembered everything, that I had died, that this wasn't a nightmare, I burst into a loud, panicked cries. But strangely enough, my body looked blue, as if starved of oxygen.
A minute later, the maid came running, shouting for someone called Zenith. Soon after, a blonde woman appeared. And said some strange words while putting her hand on my head, and finished them with the word 'Shinne'. But, my skin colour almost the same. The only difference that's the pain decreased slightly. So, she repated the chant I think.
(Since this is magic words not that's I care if I'm going to die ASAP. Like hell. I don't think I reached 24 hours in this world).
But when she saw the spell had no effect, she moved to the next one, the one ending with 'X-Shinne.' (Pretty ironic, the word dead in Japanese equals healing here if any Japanese guy on my place he will think they want to kill him by radiation).
When she finished and my breathing almost became like normal after this happened like my brain started to function, I soiled myself while simultaneously feeling hunger pangs
(Skipping this part I felt embarrassed I wished this period finishes fast I can't tolerate all of this at this rate I preferred if I can also skip this period till I can eat on my own and can depend on myself on the other departments).
Suddenly the dark-blonde handsome man came bolting into the room like a cheateh. (How fast is this man). He reached here in seconds.
And all of the sudden they started to cuddle each other in middle of there talking. Ignoring me who was quite literally in middle of them.
Well, I will ignore them anyway since I can't do anything in the situation I'm in, strange even though I hate the situation I'm in with all of my heart. (I don't how to describe it. But, Why do I feel warm? like family warmth).
(I didn't fell it since 20 years ago before my mom had died by lung cancer, because of that damn fire and dad lived because of it the rest of his life disabled to save me and my brother Paul, losing both of his legs in the process if anything I felt I owe both my life and I can't even meet them. "Ufff").
Without any ulterior means I sighed in real life too not just my mind. And well I just choosen the worst time to do so. (You going to ask me? Why is that? The answer is simple. They were kissing in front of me). The situation tensed for a second. But then they both shrugged it off and continued anyway. (I just hope it stops at this level of which will both do in front of me).
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Three months later
I may have cursed myself by rasing a certain flag three months ago. (They didn't stop at this level).
They took things to another level, right in front of me. Honestly, the best word for him? 'Animal'. No more, no less to be said. They can do it from start of the night. Till the dawn and his stamina are on monstrous levels. After all of this, he can still wake up early and be active and energetic for the rest of the day, just to continue his activities at night the next day like he never used any energy last night. At this level I wouldn't be surprised if he can lift all the members of the house and run for hour while lifting them all of that on his own.
Well, ignoring the newlyweds (that's my only explanation for the unstoppable urge they are both in). And I was probably something that slowed them down this last period. Because, as fast as he was able to entering they started to do 'it'. Not caring for the very high sound they make if anything the poor maid or (Lilla). According to what they call before she appears.
I can say I understand very little of this language now like Shinne which apparently means Healing and X-Shinne is X-Healing respectively. And from what I realised healing magic is quite common since mom uses it daily on me sometimes twice a day if my breathing was that bad.
Well, now I can understand the healing chants which are. (Let the satisfying nourishment regain the lost vigor regaining the lost strength. Healing). And (Mother of merciful god heal this one's wounds and let the satisfying nourishment regain the lost vigor regaining the lost strength. X-Healing).
Yes, quite literally add few words and stronger healing will happen, well not that I mind, but they are way too long not the best in life threatening situations. In which every second matters. I can't wait until I can speak and I will spam healing magic on myself. Until, I can breathe normally like normal human being.
Ignoring my luck now, the progress I made about this family is huge, the first I realised is how close Paul or (dad since I am not sure if he is the name is owner since I didn't hear that name since the day truck hit me).
He is in his early 20th I would say his body seems fully adult and his build appear to have years of training either he was trained from childhood or he is at least 23, he is always carrying a sword too. I don't know why? (Maybe he is some sort of swordsmanship fan).
As for zenith or (Mom) I am hearing this name only in one occasion. Where I am blue from failed oxygenation in my blood. And if anyone else sees me first they call her to come and heal me. So, I can breathe normally.
Other than that, Lilla or (the maid) always call her madame and calls dad; husband. (That what I thought at first). But it appears it has double meaning her as Lord or Master. (I think) . All I can say about her that she is very reserved woman, who hardly talks and never talks any unnecessary words. And as for what my parents call each other: Dear!, Darling!, Sweetheart! Or Love!.
No comments, if anything I am now very sure they are newlyweds. Since other than that, then this is hell how to call them my parents, when they are always hot like this, if anything I am sure I will have many younger brothers and younger sisters incoming. I hope at least that's the house's big enough not to have to share a room with anyone.
(Scratch that, I hope that house's walls are very thick to give me full night sleep, I miss them dearly).
Well, also worth mentioning that's my whole body's growing in a rapid speed. Even with the illness I have, I think I need two more months and I will be able to crawl around the house. And well the daily cycle continues.
Maybe, soon I will also start both training my muscles and even magic. (If it's possible). I want to regain my build and to learn this healing magic which broke all the biology laws (I quite like it).
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I'm 5 months and twenty days old. Today.
(I think I'm counting by the amount of days I slept and woke up). I have been crawling since 10 wake-ups. and if anything my crawling are quite fast for a kid and when I am alone in a room, I try to babble as many word as I can.
So, I can talk or even chant healing magic and good news, yesterday when I was alone, I finally managed to say 'Mom' the right way. So I waited and waited. When, I said it in front of her to repeat the word in front of her.
After that, (I think). I saw her eyes sparkling with stars in it. Or maybe the illness is getting better of me again. I'm afraid I am back to hallucinating things again. But whatever the case, she was into seventh sky. She didn't stop celebrating and jumping. Until, she realised she was in middle of changing the diapers.
And the dirty diapers flew from her hands, and hit the head of passing dark-haired blonde swordsman. Who was furious about the whole ordeal. And he didn't stop till I called him 'Dad'. It was like pouring water into fired soil, it turned him into happiest man in the world, I think he didn't mind the piece of poop in his hair. (Well, it's not my hair nor it's my problem anymore).
Well, about how's my relationship with everyone in the house. (Dad). He is a quite far man, he only appears late at night, when he and Mom are preoccupied with another things. Or when he is passing by to have a quick look at me. Other than that if I didn't get out of the room myself I will never meet him. (But when he finds me awake, he always tries to play with me, by making goofy silly faces or giving me his hand to play with it. And if he isn't free he calls Lilla to take care of me, to avoid leaving me alone).
Mom on the other hand is very affectionate and quite scary at the same time. I have to thank god for Lilla existence in the house. If it weren't for her, I would have died long ago, from Mom hugs and demands to call her 'Mom'. Or the fact that, she almost sticking herself to me almost all the time, she is trying her best to make sure I'm with her, I kinda understand her, she feels like, she had caught something very fragile and she is afraid that. If she left me. I will disappear from her sight for eternity.
(Because of that I deciaded that I'm gonna stick to her as much as possible to return her love, that's the least I can do for her, at least this way I will be repaid those parents. Ufff not good, Issac you are supposed to move on, at least focus on loving this parents).
As for Lilla she always putting walls between me and her and tries her best to distance herself from me and she already set her boundaries between me and her. It is a rare sight when she carries me like she is scared of me. But she always looks at me with sympathy looks. After that I understood everything she is putting distance and waiting for my death. (But still she tries her best to prevent it).
Also she appears to be the most mature between all of them. It is safe to say, without her my parents both were going to cuddle me, without taking for the other essential details, and dad will continue making goofy faces and mom hugs me. Until, I'm dead while they were watching not understanding, what to do.
"Rudi, Rudi! Rudues! Where are you?" (Yes, that's my name Rudeus will nice English name. If you ask about my opinion me).
"Jeez, the moment you take your eyes off him, he vanishes!" Mom said with sad smile and with her over dramatic behaviour. (She dropped her arm and lower her head, trying to look that sad, to make me feel bad and return by myself).
"It's not like you can't find him, you will always find him almost five feet away from where you left him. And after that all of his energy will be lost." Said the disappointed 😞 dark-haired blonde swordsman.
(Hey! You are not the only one who feels down because of the illness I have, but at least respect my feelings, I'm pretty broken because of how I can't crawl fast or long).
"But I wish for him to stay with me more. I feel like as fast he can run. He will leave the house." Said the blonde woman with animating pouting. While sitting heavily on the chair after she saw me.
"Then you don't need to worry madame, he will never leave you. Because you don't gave him chance to breathe with your tight hugs." said the very stoic maid.
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(Wow, that's harsh and unexpected. I never dreamed in my wildest dreams That's Lilla is talking to back to Mom, or share her opinion about me, or about anything. And did she just interrupted a talk between Mom and Dad, I think today will be very interesting day).
Nothing happened other than mom went to where I was sitting then she carried me and demanded as usual to call her 'Mom' and after that she gave me a very tight hug then stopped for a second before she hugged me very tightly again. (She never learns). And after that she thanked Lilla a for her advice. Then she looked at me and said that.
"I will never stop hugging you Rudy. So never leave me. Okay."
(I think she didn't understand what Lilla meant by what she said, because she did the opposite, I held the urge to face-palm very hardly).
Also if you didn't realise, I become almost fluent in this language. (I should). And It is my fastest record in how fast I learned how to talk in new language the former one was in two years.
Also my crawling speed is high. But, my energy is low which I already expected. My breathing isn't working the right way it's very unstable and uncomfortable to describe it. And it's really annoying.
But other than that. My daily exposure to healing magic from Mom had become a once week occurrence. I think when mom uses X-Healing after that. My lungs function like how it supposed to be for 4 days.
Then, I think in the later days of the week it decreases. It's effectiveness overtime and the maximum amount of days to stay without healing for me is nine days any longer than that I will start to turn to blue. (I start to think I will turn into smurf one day because of my lungs).
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Anyway today is a big day. (Not because I am almost sure I'm 7 months old today). Nor because today was my first day to stand up with help of table's leg. But because I can finally finish full sentences of conversations.
(Of course without any people around, after I stood up Mom hugged me tightly, then danced or jumped happily I don't remember all I remember that my eyeballs shuffled in very high speed).
After five minutes of pure hell. Mom left me to brag about it, to Dad who was seeing the whole thing and didn't help me. (That traitor).
She ran, then jumped at his arms kissing him before saying.
"Kyaah! Our Rudy is amazing! Isn't that right Dear? He could stand up on his own." Mom spoke it to fast, while jumping left and right.
Dad tried more than once to talk but couldn't. And finally he raised his pointer finger trying to explain that, I stood up with the help of the table's leg and that's doesn't count as I stood up on my own, but she didn't gave him a chance.
After he failed to talk many times, he sighed and surrendered to her and nodded surrenderingly.
So after the day continues where she putted me in the spotlight for the whole day, draining my energy very fast.
(Making me delay any new words I was planning to repeat in front of them, I was already able to repeat any words finally without sluggishness of the first time talking).
Tonight, I will try healing magic on myself. So, I stayed awake on the crib, after Lilla put me and left so I used the fact that mom and dad were away and I used the basic healing magic chant.
「Let's the satis..fying nourish.ment regain the lost vigor regain.ing the lost strength」. 『Healing』 (as fast as I finished chant I lost consciousness).