Han Xi lowered her eyes, a few crystalline droplets hanging on her thick lashes: "Manman, do you know, I used to say that it's fine to be alone. That's because I didn't have a home, and I could only use that excuse to comfort myself. I have now everything I once thought was unattainable: a lover, a family. Yet the more I love him, the more afraid I am to tell him, afraid he will be angry, afraid he will misunderstand, most afraid he will leave me."
Li Manman looked at the anxious Han Xi, feeling almost heartbroken: "Lu Jinghan loves you so much, he won't misunderstand you, and he won't want to leave you."
Han Xi leaned her head on Li Manman's shoulder; her mind was a mess. She just wanted to be alone for a while, saying nothing, doing nothing.
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Lu Jinghan didn't get a reply from Han Xi, assuming she was busy, he didn't think much of it.