My chest tightens making it hard to breath as I force in heavy breaths, I know I have no right to be mad at him because I'm the one who betrayed him first but the pain am feeling right now doesn't look like it'll go away anytime soon.
" Let's go dear, mom led me out of the kitchen.
" Don't listen to Emily, Carden can never do that to you dear, mom held my hands in hers.
" It's all true mom, he cheated on me, tears wet my cheeks as I held unto mo tightly,
" That same Rebecca called him this morning saying all types of nasty things. The mere thought of Carden having fun with another woman was slowly killing me, to think it's actually Rebecca Trixy my childhood Celebrity crush, I know am nothing compared to the goddess she is.
" Have you seen the news today Beca.
Karly Rebecca's best friend and media assistant rush into her room holding her phone in her hand.
" There's always news about me on the Internet Karl, she turns away from her feeling pissed that Carden hasn't been returning her calls.
" This one is different, you are being drag by the public, she sat up immediately dragging the phone away from Karl. Some one had made a post claiming she is heartless for sleeping with Carden Smith on the day of his wife's funeral.
" How did this get to the public, she toast the phone furiously at Karl.
" We're currently working on it, and we'll get to the bottom of it in no time, Rebecca would be dropping a new hit that week and wouldn't want any thing to ruin her reputation.
" That's not all Bec, Cardens ex wife is back in town with triplets claiming to be Cardens, children.
The world seem to have paused as Rebecca looked at her unable to believe her ears,
" That can't be true, Carden himself told me she was dead,
She grabs her phone and dailed his number but still got no answer
" I won't let that bitch destroy the relationship I've work so hard to build all this years.
" I want every information you can get on her immediately
Karly nodded and left the room which properly wasn't the best idea.
" Aahhhhhh, Rebecca throws a vast at her glass window shattering it into million pieces, " this can't be happening, she yells as tears rush down her fair perfect cheekbones.
The ride back home was peaceful, the kids had an amazing time with their grand father but didn't stop asking about Carden and when he'll be back, Sky and Ethan had gone back to their mansion and here I am left with my thoughts. The pain of Cardens betrayal was slowly killing me and my eyes seemed to have ran out of tears to shade cause that's the only thing I've been doing lately.
" Hey handsome, Rebecca sways her hips seductively towards Carden who was seated shirtless on the couch. She mounts him as her tongue left wet trails across his broad chest while Carden closed his eyes enjoying the pleasure he was getting.
" Do you like it,
He gives her a soft charming smile
And she felt her heart jumping.
" Are we still going on our vacation this weekend, she studies him carefully and as expected he stood up grabbing his shirt along.
" We can I've got a lot to do, but I promise to make it up to you.
She grabs his shirt to bring him closer, Cardens arm snakes around her waist and he pulls her flush against him.
" I heard your ex wife is back in town, her fingers trails the line on his chest seductively.
Carden hesitate for a it before pulling away.
" Is that supposed to be the end of us Carden, tears foam at the corner of her eyes, only God knows how much she had invested in this relationship.
" She's the mother of my children and there's nothing more to that, so don't stress your little brain.
" Why are you still keeping her at your place, you got your kids already, why dont you send her away, unless you still love her after betraying you and running away with her lover
" Enough.... He barks clearly pissed, I'll do whatever I see fit with her, and If I say she stays then she stays I'll punish her in my own way he storms out of Rebecca's apartment leaving her all to herself.
" That anger only proves how much you love that witch Carden,but am sorry I won't let her and her kids snatch you away from me again.
The Watsons mansion.
" Son you're back Mrs Watson hugs his son almost not noticing the amount of bruises he had on his body.
" Mom it's hurts, she pulls away ordering the maids to bring hot water and some medication.
"How can that man be this heartless, see what you get for helping that Hazel of a girl.
" Mom please, I won't let you talk down on Hazel, this wasn't her fault.
" I can't believe you're still defending the girl who almost got you killed, I don't want you anywhere close to that witch or the Smiths.
She sobs silently as she cleaned his wounds.
It being two days Carden still didn't show up and the thought of him being with Rebecca was slowly killing me plus I had to constantly lie to his kids about his well about.
" Dont you think it'll be decent enough to at least call your kids and explain to them why you wouldn't be coming home for over two days now.
" Are you mad at me wifey, he leans close ridging of alcohol.
" No I'm not, and should in case you're forgetting something am still a married woman, the only person I should be worried about is Liam, whom I presume you are still holding captive.
I could feel the heat of his anger hitting me like a storm, I actually really hit a nerve.
" Well to calm your little heart Hazel Watson, I let your little husband go for now the sounds of his screams where getting borrowing. But I promise to pay his family a condolence visit soon.
" Why did you bring me back when you clearly had moved on with your life already.
We were happy Carden, my kids had a normal life with Liam. I won't want them to be dragged into your Scandal with Rebecca Trixy, the same girl you were fucking on the day of my funeral.
" A funeral which was set up, a funeral which you used to deceive me so you can elope with your lover. The worst mistake you did was taking my kids with you, and I'll make you pay dearly for it, his hot breath hits me in the face as he stood inches away, my heart hammering in my chest with each declaration he made shattering every piece of sanity I had left in me.
" Do you love her, I cross the tiny distance between us, and our lips almost crashing, I could sniff the feminine perfume whozling of his shirt.
" She gave me back the sanity you destroyed years ago, she's special and yes I love her.
His words were sharper than a knife piercing through my chest. I was crushed to the very brim, having him declare his love for another woman was the height of it.
My feet betray me as I crashed to the floor, watching his shadow disappear from sight.
," he doesn't love me anymore.....
" Emily was right, he never loved me to begin with, I was such a fool to think I had a perfect relationship with him.
I sobe uncontrollably as undiluted pain pieces every vein in my body.