Is it all the end?! End of my life, my dreams? So, it's all over, huh! Damn it...
It's 27th June, 2023. The day when the story began. It was the day something strange happened in my life, I don't know if it was right or wrong, good or bad, but it was the incident that changed me, my life, and the whole world.
[On the morning of 27th June, 2023]
The alarm was ringing and I was too sleepy to turn it off.
"Oh, sit! The stupid alarm again."
"Who the hell set it?"
After 2 minutes, I was partially awake.
"Oh nooooh! Maybe I gotta wake up anyway."
Stupid me, asking myself who did set the alarm after set it by myself.
"Oh sit, it's already 8 o'clock but I wanna sleeeep..."
Mom: "Hurry up, Breakfast is prepared"
"Coming."
Well, I didn't want to wake up, but then who wanna listen to those stupid lectures about time from my parents, again.
It's pretty much normal that my mood isn't so good, I enter the dining place with a little bit of frustration.
In that moment, I realise someone is shouting at me.
Mom: "Don't you realise it's already 8 am. Don't you have school today?"
I was not even capable to hear what my mom was telling me, and also I didn't want to. I was just done with all the shits. Well, never mind, let's move on to the next.
I was already so late that a normal student would decide not to go to school. But I hadn't any choice, it was the day I gotta show my assignment at school. So, I simply got ready for school without taking a bath. I know, it may seem hilarious. But maybe one time is okay... don't you think guys?
[At 9.39 am, at my global school]
I was so scared to enter my classroom because my school starts at 9 am and it's already over 9'39.
"May I come in, ma'am"
Teacher: "Don't you think it's too early, shoto?"
"I don't think ma'am, I'm actually a little bit late"
Teacher: "Shut up, and you are 40 minutes late"
"Actually 39 ma'am"
Teacher: "Just get lost of the class while shutting your mouth"
"Then, can I return home, now"
Teacher: "Nooo, just stand right there in front of the door until I finish my class."
"Okaaay... gooott it..." (Muttered)
I don't really hate my teachers, nor do they hate me, but... but... Oh! Just forget about it.
[After our class teacher left the class]
Aavya: "Why did you just mess up with Mrs. Willcox" (with calm and soft voice)
Aayya: "Why didn't you apologize to her "
She is Aayya, most probably the most kind and caring person in our class
I really admire her because she is one of those who believe in me.
And once my grandma told me ,if someone trust us,we shouldn't leave their hand in any condition.
Well, I think we should get back to the point.
"No, I couldn't, I can't always listen to others, I can't always be the gentle one."
"I'm done you know, I'm done with these stupid things, I'm done always to be the good one"
In that moment anyone could see the frustration in my face
Aavya: "We always face problems and we always get hurt by others' actions but that does not mean we should be like them and hurt people"
"Aah! Maybe you're right...I'm sorry for my previous behaviour." (with guilt)
Whenever I hang out with her, I feel so relaxed and happy. I think until now I didn't turn into a villain because she was my friend and always ready to help me.
It's break time, so students get reckless when there's no teacher. They walk around the classroom like it's their own home and even go to the washroom and stay there for the whole next class or even till the lunch break. In our class, some students are so good, like Aavya, Lexi, Barry, Luis, and also some bad people, like Sam, Lucien, Taro, and Victoria. I really hate those class spoilers; I would like to kill them if I could. In that moment, I was so desperate to make the world and the society better, make it the perfect version of earth that it should be.
[During the lunch break ]
Aavya: "What do you think, Shoto? Wasn't that day so amazing, the moments we spent..."
Hey, are you even listening?"
"What... what happened... did something I missed?"
I was in a deep thought about yesterday's incident.
Aavya: "Is there something wrong? I mean, what I know, you always pay attention to me. If there's any problem you can always share me."
"You know what ... yesterday"
I was almost there to split out everything about yesterday's incident but then...
Taro: "Hey buddy... It's break time and you're already finished your lunch. So, why not hang out a bit with our team?"
I could easily understand that it wasn't a friendly invitation. I had the sense that something was gonna be bad with me, but I'm not that guy who would back down out of fear, so I decided ...
Aavya: "We are so sorry but actually he has some important work, now"
Taro: "Ooh yeah! What kind of work? Some kind of work for our existence."
The mindset behind the sentence was so bad, so I couldn't stop myself...
I got so tempered by Taro's comment, not because he wants my downfall and wanna show me as a stupid in our class and everywhere, but because he was pointing at Aavya.
My hand rose while closing the fist and went towards him with its own, then suddenly something stopped it.
Aavya: "No need to mind him, I... don't actually care what he says."
"But he..."
Aavya: "Let's go, there's no reason to stay here, anymore."
Taro made an eye contact with me for the whole
conversation. That was an indication for me. So, I finally decided to refuse
"Hey Aavya, maybe... You should go and hang out with others. I have some important work with Taro and his team."
Aavya: "What's wrong with you, today? What did ....
I will be back after 30 minutes"
Aavya: "Hey wait..., well he left..." (with a sorrowful face)
Aavya: "I have something to show... you..." (she whispered)
I left her alone and with Taro, I'm going to face a big trouble despite knowing that, I didn't step back. Because I know I didn't do anything wrong what they did.
While we moved down the school corridor, I saw he was smiling. I didn't say anything but...
"Hey if you guys are going to talk about the incident that happened yesterday then you know that it was you guys' fault"
He didn't say anything and walked ahead. I also shut my mouth and followed him. I don't know but I wasn't feeling so good about what was gonna happen.
[In the store room of our school]
We entered the store room, and I realised there were more than 8 people waiting for me
I was sweating like I was in a hot spring - my throat tightened - a single word couldn't come out. My mind kept telling me "I should run... run... run... go away from that place, hurry... hurry up..." Suddenly I heard someone calling me -
"Shoto Kazehaya, right?" said someone behind the crowd.
"You must have remembered me, how can you forget what you did yesterday?" - he said.
I don't know what will gonna happen? But it will be bad, anyway.
Suddenly, a big wrist landed on my shoulder. The thing I didn't want.
"Ohh! nooo..."