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Chapter 42 - Chapter 41: Dissonance in Three

Mia's POV

The new apartment was smaller, quieter, and emptier than the penthouse—but it was mine.

The first morning sunlight slipped through the pale curtains, brushing against my cheek as I stood barefoot in the modest kitchen. I clutched my coffee mug, pretending its warmth filled the hollow space Ryan had left behind. The silence was deafening.

He hadn't called.

Not once.

And I hadn't texted either.

It was the silent kind of pain—the kind you wrap in smiles and carry like a purse.

But I needed this. I needed clarity.

I slid open my phone and tapped open a draft message I'd written to him days ago. "Do you even miss me?" It stared back at me. Mocking.

I deleted it.

Instead, I got ready for work at Saint Haven Medical Center, straightening my scrubs and reapplying light lipstick Paula had insisted looked "powerful."

She was right. Today, I needed power. Not love.

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Ryan's POV

I drowned myself in meetings, back-to-back surgeries, and emotionless paperwork.

The penthouse was colder now. Quieter.

No laughter. No homemade food. No Mia.

I walked into my bedroom after work, shrugging off my jacket. The moment I stepped past the threshold, I swore I could still smell her perfume—sweet, like vanilla and orange blossom. It haunted me.

But this is what I wanted, right? Distance. Control.

Love was not a luxury I allowed myself.

And yet... I paused in front of her empty room. The door was ajar. I stared at it, then shut it gently.

Out of sight, out of mind.

I turned to leave for the hotel, where Diane waited. Again.

Maybe if I kissed her long enough, I'd forget what Mia tasted like.

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Ezra's POV

"Are you actually nervous?" Paula teased, bumping my elbow as we stepped into the art exhibit she'd dragged me to.

"No," I said too quickly. "I just don't do well with...art."

"You don't do well with feelings either," she quipped, arms crossed with a small smirk.

I turned to her slowly, watching her in her high-waisted jeans and oversized coat, hair twisted up in a clip. She looked effortless, natural. Real.

"I'm trying," I said quietly.

And I was.

Because every time she smiled at me like that, I felt like maybe—just maybe—I wasn't as cold as my cousin Ryan.

She blinked, surprised by the softness in my tone. "Okay then," she said, her voice gentler. "Try harder. Because I think I like you."

I smiled.

Maybe Mia and Ryan were a storm.

But Paula and I?

We could be a slow-burning fire.

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Back to Mia – Later That Night

I sat by the window in my small living room, hugging a pillow to my chest, scrolling through Ezra's story on social media—he'd posted Paula's blurry laugh with the caption: "This one."

It made me smile. Genuinely.

Then my smile faded as I scrolled past a tabloid photo—Ryan entering his hotel with Diane again.

My chest tightened.

So this was how we would pretend.

He'd distract himself.

And I would bleed quietly.

But not forever.

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