I woke up once more with my head banging from yesterday, the drinks feel alot stronger after you've had this much of them for this long, I still feel so lost after he was gone but lovers come and go quite commonly.
I loved his dark red hair and ocean side blue eyes they seem to absorb all the light in the room, he could never accept the fact I loved him he always saw it as a lie, he was right for a time but that lie became truth quickly he was one of the first that grew on me.
he was talented, witty, he knew stuff that was rare knowledge ancient history but he still got stuff wrong. I had never corrected him it was nice to see someone like him with such interests that are so strong, yet he never felt close he was so distant it was painful I could barely handle it for years.
I feel my mind continuing to hurt and then I am brought to my senses with one loud knock "everything reminds me of him I guess" I mutter quickly as I walk to the door and open it.
...Stunned