As I sat next to him at the table my mom was lecturing me about us having a small argument, except all I could think about is the downplay of upset she must think I am feeling. Just exactly what did he tell her? I looked over to him. He couldn't even bring himself to turn to me.
"Ha-Yun, all I'm saying is that you need to prepare to be a good wife, and not take your relationship so lightly." I couldn't help but feel the anger from those words.
"Mom." I said.
She looked up to me with a questionable look.
"Mother-in-law, she is just exhausted. We can finish this conversation another time." He spoke.
"Well yes, still though." She said.
That's enough.
"Mom, there's something me and Chan-Yeol need to tell you-" Chan-Yeol grabbed my hand under the table.
"Yes! We did have some news to deliver today." He said.
Is he finally going to take responsibility and admit his wrong. I waited for him to speak again.
"We have decided recently about potentially getting married!"
"WHAT!" Me and my mom yelled.
"Ha-Yun?" My mom asked.
"We just didn't want to disappoint you with how fast we were moving, but we really love each other. Yes we argue but they say love conquers all." He said.
My mom looked so surprised. "My word, I knew this day would come, though I wish you guys would have finished college, but I'll be right back."
She ran out of the dining room leaving us alone.
"Yah Chan-Yeol you really-" I was interrupted by force upon my body.
Chan-Yeol was hugging me. What was the meaning of this. After what I have been through the last couple of days, he thinks everything will smooth over? He even lied to my mom who thinks that were are doing better. For some reason though I couldn't move. It was like I was paralyzed. I don't know If I was surprised from his touch of affection, or disgusted that his hands were touching me after being wrapped around that woman. I pulled him away.
"Don't you dare touch me with those filthy hands."
"Ha-Yun, hold on!" He reached out and grabbed my arm.
"Chan-Yeol, let go." I said.
'You don't want to disappoint your mom." He said.
"Don't worry, I think she will be too focused on your cheating." I said with crazy in my eyes.
"I see you're still mad about that." He said with sorry eyes.
"You piece of shit." I said out loud.
I grabbed a utensil set wrapped in a napkin and started beating him with it. He grabbed my wrist and moved me close to him.
"Ha-Yun, give me another chance, we can work this out, All married couples go through these problems."
"I want you to suffer." I said.
"Is that why you were parading around with that bastard, letting him touch all over you." He grabbed my thigh saying it.
"He's not the bastard." I said.
"Fine, I screwed up, but don't think for one second letting him play with this body, legally you're still mine." I pushed him away.
"So what if I let him touch me."
"Do you want him to die?" Chan-Yeol had a look of jealousy in his eyes.
Was it true though? Have I accomplished what I have been trying to do. Maybe I was enjoying this, the suffering, the reaction he was finally giving.
"If you want me back, you're going to have to try better than him." I said.
"Oh my little Ha-Yun, are you telling me you're going to continue to see him?"
"Maybe." I said.
"Ok look, things are messed up, lets start over, lets start from square one, friends even, let me court you over again, we have so much history, it would be a waste to just let it go so loosely."
I looked at my phone when I felt a vibrate. Jae-Min.
Jae-Min - Are you free to see me for a little bit?
I was so happy to see him come up at a time like this. What do I do. I ran for the door and grabbed my bag.
"Mom, I'm leaving, I forgot I had a paper!" I yelled.
"Where are you going? What about me?" Chan-Yeol yelled.
"Figure it out, you already lied to my mother, what's one more to build your casket with." I said before running out and heading back to my dorm.
## Jae-Min POV
I pulled up to her dorm. I don't know what to do from here. I've been thinking a lot about what happened last time we were alone. Seriously it's driving me crazy. Sometimes I have thoughts of taking her down right where she stays, other times I want to caress the tears I imagine she drops when no one is looking. I can't believe I'm even having these thoughts. I knew getting tangled up in this mess would backfire. Now I keep having her swarm my mind. I just don't know what to do, I leave soon, and I shouldn't even establish a friendship with her. I don't understand the feelings I am having though. Should I confirm them? Is it lust? The burning desire of waiting to touch that body for so long. Is it genuine interest? She is beautiful and even her reactions and responses are innocence, screaming to be loved. Easy Jae-Min, loved? I must have lost my mind.
## Ha-Yun POV
I made it back to campus and went straight to my room. I tossed my bag and grabbed my phone.
Ha-Yun - I'm ready whenever you want to stop by.
Jae-Min - I'm coming in your building now.
I got nervous as time moved closer. I went to the mirror and looked to make sure I looked presentable. I took my jacket and placed it on a hanger, I just needed to look comfortable. I took my shoes off, I heard a knock on my door. I didn't even spray perfume. Oh no what am I thinking, It's not like I'm actually going to be with him or something. I went to the door and I hesitated to open the door out of nervousness.
"Jae-Min, is everything alright?" I answered.
He looked tired.
"Are you worried about me Ha-Yun?" He made a sly facial expression.
Just as I was feeling some remorse, he ruined it.
"No…..you just looked exhausted." I said.
He walked in and looked around.
"Did he reach out to you?" He asked.
I assumed he was asking about Chan-Yeol. I explained how he was at my mother's house. And what we talked about.
"So we are getting more intense?"
"Well, of course if it's ok with you." I said nervous.
"So you're starting over with him?" He sounded a bit disappointed.
"I just want him to feel the pain and ache in his chest, I do not intend on going back to him." I stated.
"Ha-Yun, What do I get for this, don't you think we should up the stakes as well?" He said leaning in close to me.
What did he expect out of me? He never requested nothing before, actually he was the one that fueled this fire of getting back. How shameful he asks for something out of it.
"What is it you want." I asked afraid of what it might be.
"Hmmmm, I'll take a home cooked meal." He said.
Surprised, I got more relaxed. Was that all? Seemed simple enough.
"Fine, but I don't have a kitchen." I stated.
"It's fine, when all is done and you succeed my apartment is available." He said.
I started to turn red. I stared at him a bit. He was very handsome. The way his physique fit his face perfectly. He wasn't a muscle head but he also wasn't skinny. I pictured him holding me how warm I imagine he would feel.
"Ha-Yun?" I looked up and he came closer.
"Huh?" I asked.
"Were you thinking some naughty?" He asked.
"No way! You're the pervert." I said turning away folding my arms.
He leaned and grabbed me, pulling me closer to where I was inches away from his face.
"You haven't even seen pervert yet, Ha-Yun." Who does he think he's intimidating.
"Maybe that's why Chan-Yeol hasn't given me a good reaction." Jae-Min eyes for a second widened as if he was crazy.
He pulled away, and tilted his head back as he covered his eyes.
"Seriously Ha-Yun, do you not see me as a man?" Was this a good time to have fun?
I suddenly remembered his hands between my legs. I don't know if we were practicing or if the moment was overcoming us. There are so many mixed thoughts. Was I in way over my head?
"You certainly didn't kiss like one." I teased.
He smiled a devious smile and reached out to me. I froze. I can't say if is was the desire to be touched, and ravished or the delayed thoughts on what would be the next step between us.
"Oh yeah?" He grabbed me by my waist and kissed me wrapping his arm around my shoulders.
He mashed our lips together and began kissing me with our tongues connecting the saliva we were exchanging. I felt lightheaded. I didn't want this to end but I also am not experienced to take it any further. Slowly I felt us move backwards. He pushed me on my bed.
"I'll show you where else a man kisses." He said.
He split my legs and pulled down my shorts. I closed my eyes embarrassed. I crossed my arms over my eyes. The lace on my underwear made me feel like a child, did he think they were weird? He ran his fingers along my thigh getting closer and closer to private spot. I started tensing up. He didn't;t get undress just lowered his eyes to me. They were so captivating, those gold hunter eyes. Getting swallowed by him wouldn't be so bad right? He slowly split my legs and brought his face closer and closer to my vagina. My nerves got worse and I felt the sweat forming. Was I stink ? Oh no I can't let him smell that. I closed my legs and leaped next to him off the bed. He seemed a bit shocked and his ears were red.
"I have to shower!" I said nervously pulling my shirt down covering my lower half as much as I could.
"Ha-Yun you must enjoy teasing me." He stood up.
I looked down at something bulging through his pants. Was that his… It was big. Was he thinking of using that thing?
"Teasing that doesn't sound like me." I said scratching the back of my head with a weak smile.
He walked closer to me and grabbed my arm spinning me around and hugging me from the back. I felt the bulge press up against my lower back and top of my butt and I felt a little sharp tingle in my lower half. Throbbing began to happen.
"Is this intense enough for you?" I didn't know what to say.
I started to tremble by him being close. Was this even us practicing?
"One step at a time! Shouldn't we focus on what can get his attention, like the kissing, hugging?" I moved away.
He smiled disappointedly.
"Your right, kissing would be best, you kiss like a virgin." He said.
I didn't respond. Was that bad? Was it obvious? Insecurity swept over me, I suddenly wanted to cover my face and hide. Virgin. I can't imagine how much worse I would have felt if I gave my virginity to Chan-Yeol.
"Wait, you're not a virgin are you?" I turned away.
"Yeah, so what?" He moved closer once again.
"Seriously? What about the lingerie?" He asked.
"It was going to be used for my wedding night." I folded my arms trying not to be too embarrassed.
He chuckled in disbelief.
"Well there is a God." What did that mean?
"Does that mean we can't work together?" He brightened his eyes to me as if I suggested something Taboo.
"Ha-Yun, we are just getting started." He said looking at me mischievously.
Those gold eyes definitely saw me as prey. When will its Hunter devour me?
## Kang-Soo POV
As I was leaving to take the trash out of my dorm, I saw a guy leave out of Ha-Yun's room. I didn't know she had a boyfriend. She didn't seemed taken. I looked at my watch, it was pretty late. Should I check on her? Wait…why would I even? Not like I'm In charge of her or anything. And even if she did have a boyfriend, me coming around would only complicate things. I was in front her door and thought about knocking.
"And who are you?" I looked up to see a guy with gold eyes glowing staring right at me with black hair dangling in front his face.
Does he think he looks intimidating? I know exactly what kind of douche bag he is. He had an expression of sternness.
"Someone who lives here, judging by how you're leaving another person's room, you don't." I said.
He gave a sarcastic laugh.
"How do you know that room isn't mine?" Just as I expected.
"Because Ha-Yun is definitely a girl." I said tossing the trash over my shoulder.
"Ha-Yun? You say her name informally." I smiled a bit.
He came a bit closer as if he was stalking prey.
"That's because I know her." The more I talked I feel like he got more mad.
"And here I thought I was her only male friend, how annoying." He walked away.
Unfazed. He was off. I just can't see Ha-Yun hanging out with the likes of him. Well at least he wasn't her boyfriend, I would have been a bit worried. Ha, look at me worrying about her now. Kang-Soo, what's gotten over you.