How is this possible, why does his touch make my pain subside? I'm not thinking clearly and I honestly don't care. I hold on to this man like he's my lifeline, I'm just going to let the lust I'm feeling control me. He lifts me and I instinctively wrap my legs around his waist, he carries me into his room. To be honest I don't even look around,my eyes are trained on the man holding me. He kisses me again placing me down on his bed, he kneels before me "Before we go any further Tess I need to hear your permission, I don't want to lose control and you do something you'll regret " I nod at him, "Words Tess I need to hear your approval." he drawled out.
" Yes I want this Alpha." I look at him bashfully. He growls in approval and removes his jacket and tie. I start unbuttoning his shirt and slowly remove it from his body, goddess this man is pure muscle, and I can't stop myself from touching his chest and his abs. He's sculpted perfection and he's mine even if it's only tonight. He nervously fumbles with the back of my gown, trying his hardest to get this gown off me, finally I'm freed and my gown falls to my waist. I stand long enough to finish removing my gown " Tess my God you're a vision." he whispered. Repositioning myself on the bed I remove his slacks, he kicks off his shoes and gently crawls on top of me. He kisses me again hungrily, I can feel his need. He starts to pepper kisses down my jaw to my neck where he lingers inhaling my scent, I feel myself getting wetter if that's even possible. He slowly reaches my breast kneading and sucking them, I start moaning, I feel my coming undone breathing erratically. In a swift movement he ripped my panties off, running a finger through my slit, then penetrating my core. Slowly he pulls his finger out, then pushes it back in until he's got a steady pace. All I can do is moan, I feel myself getting closer to euphoria, as I cum I scream his name " Ryder!!" He brings his finger to his mouth and sucks my juices off of it "You taste as good as you look." he voiced in a sensual tone. He pulled his boxers off, positioning himself between my legs,the tip of his large pulsating member lingering at my opening. He kisses me passionately as he thrusts himself into me, he waits a few seconds to let me adjust to his size, then he pulls out and thrusts inside me again. We never lose eye contact while he makes love to me, and that's what it feels like, it's not just sex, he's pouring his emotions into it. Having him feels so good, I feel myself tightening around his member, " I'm going to cum Ryder!" I moan loudly. " Me too." he growls. He finds his release in me as I cum with him. We look into each other's eyes intently, he leans down and starts kissing me again, I can feel him hardening again inside me. Oh Goddess this is going to be the death of me. After round two, we just laid in bed together, holding each other until we drifted off to sleep.
I woke up to the sun coming through the curtains, I looked over at Ryder and smiled, he's even more handsome when he's sleeping. Then I started to feel panic, I just betrayed my mate, and he'll know because he felt it. " Does he care when we feel his betrayal?" Athena scoffed. " I know I shouldn't care Athena, maybe I don't, I just think I don't want the argument when we return " I responded. I quietly got out of bed, I put on his shirt, grabbed my things and silently left his room. Jaxon was heading to my room and he smirked at me " The walk of shame looks good on you." " Don't start Jaxon, and who said I feel ashamed?" I retorted. He just laughed and shook his head " Are we watching the Alpha games or heading home?"
" We'll stay and watch the games, then we'll go home directly after." I answered. He nodded then turned to go back to his room to get ready for the day. I walked into my room with a huge smile, feeling like a whole new woman.