-Nova.
The moment she walked into my room with a flashy envelope, I knew everything would change. Our lives would change for the better. It's what we've been striving for since our parents died. She held the envelope between the tip of her fingers, swinging it sideways as her smile brightens up the dim room. She winks at me as she hands the envelope over to me.
" Open it." she orders, trying to contain her joy.
" You're getting married?" I ask her, my fingers running through the envelope. It's beautiful.
" Just open it." she says. Her patience level decreasing. She pushes both hands in her mouth, biting down her freshly done acrylic nails.
I heave a sigh and start with the envelope, making sure to be careful. It's too beautiful to be ruined.
I freeze when I see the name on the invitation card.
" Wh-what the fuck is this?" I half scream, squeezing the envelope, not minding the admiration I once had for it.
" I'm getting married. We're finally going to be rich. You'll go to that school you've always dreamt of. You don't know how happy I am to have gotten this proposal." she swirl around, dancing to the rhythm of her voice. Holding both hands side ways as her gown flapped alongside her.
" I know the plan was to marry a rich man but you were not supposed to get Tommen." I yell. I'm so angry, my breathing seize. I can't breath. I can't fucking breath. Fuck, this is bad. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck! I clutch my hands around my chest and slop back to my bed.
" Are you fine sister?" she asks. She's running to me, her hands reaching for my face and arm. I jerk away when she touched me.
" You can't marry Tommen." I pleaded with her. " Please Nathy, find someone else. It's easy for you, you can find someone richer. Please!"
" I'm sorry little sister but I'm pregnant for him."
Pregnant? Seriously? I shut my eyes and let the word hover around my head. I let the word taunt my fantasy. I can't get him anymore, not when my sister has his child in her womb. I bite down my lips as I let tears pour out. She's pregnant. She's pregnant for the first guy I ever loved. She's fucking pregnant.