It's been days after our last arguments and me and Adrian no longer fight like the cats and rats we once we're.
Actually,it all got settled during the holiday. I messaged Adrian before the long break to check up on him since he was not feeling well. Though, frustrating me had been his major occupation to him the ,ite as impossible to hate him and I felt that even if I'm done trying to show concern over his life I should do this last one.
" Thank you so much for checking up on me" was his first message after he viewed my own messages few days after and to be home,I was surprised then and even till now.
No one will believe we are once like enemies, because we always talk for hours and even in the night. However, surprisingly,we ignore each other in school and sometimes pretend as if we don't know each other.
That would have been better if I was only ignored physically, but unfortunately Adrian no longer respond to my messages online too. I don't want to ask him though and I guess this should be an opportunity for me to stop having anything to do with him.
" I really don't want to leave you, why must you go now?" Adrian said to Tina who is sitting beside me in our school bus. Oh, yeah I forgot! Adrian is now Tina's boyfriend.
"Never in my life have I been so shocked and I guess the same goes for Tina too, because even she never expected Adrian change if attitude. "When we both stop talking,it was bearable but why must he still have anything to do with my own friend". I had promised myself never to have anything to do with him, but I really don't know why I feel jealous and what's more heartbreaking is that Tina won't just stop talking about him so much that I already knew the names of all his siblings.
" Why haven't you been online since" Tina asked Adrian. " Sorry,my dear,my phone spoilt" he replied lovingly. " Oh,that was why he had not been replying my messages" I said to myself,not angry anymore. Just then,I realised he might be saying the truth because he had once told me to deliver a letter to Tina when she didn't come to school.
I didn't know the contents though and didn't bother checking it. Actually,Tina is my friend and she's not the one I'm jealous of. I try turning a blind eye when I see them, because it feels like my heart is always being snatched away. The reason I always feel like this is a mystery to me, because there was no reason for me to or could it be " I am falling in love with him" I thought and immediately shouted " No!" In shock