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Chapter 4 - the first cut is family

Leonard stood frozen in front of the café window.

The laughter inside was muted by the glass, but he could feel it. The warmth. The affection. The falseness of it all.

Mira leaned into Carson like the whole world had never burned. Like love wasn't built on graves. Her smile was the kind Leonard hadn't seen in years and never once directed at him.

He pressed his palm against the cold glass.

Just for a second.

It fogged beneath his touch.

You used to beg me to bring you hot chocolate on rainy nights.

Now you kiss the man who said I was too loyal to be profitable.

He turned.

Walked.

Not fast. Not slow. Just forward. Like a ghost rehearsing movement.

He didn't remember how long he walked, only that his feet began bleeding through his shoes.

The city blurred.

Lights became smears. Horns became distant screams. The sidewalk became endless.

And then

A whisper.

No voice.

Just a thought that didn't belong to him.

"That's one."

Leonard stopped.

Spun around.

No one.

Not a soul.

But the air felt thicker. Like reality was holding its breath.

Later, he found himself in front of an old bridge.

One he and Carson used to tag back in college. Underneath, their initials were still scratched into the steel:

L + C = Empire.

He stared at it.

And then he screamed.

He screamed until his throat tore.

Until something raw escaped him. Until silence came not from peace, but from exhaustion.

He slept in an alley that night, curled beside a stack of trash bags. The wind carried the scent of rotten fish and urine, but he didn't care. He wrapped his arms around himself like they might still mean something.

At some point, he dreamed.

Or something like a dream.

A woman appeared beside him.

Not real.

Not flesh.

But her outline shimmered like oil on water formless and familiar. No face. No voice.

But the warmth… it reminded him of someone.

His mother?

No.

Deeper than that.

"You've lost the world," the figure whispered without sound.

"But not the war."

He tried to reach for her, but his arm wouldn't move.

"You will become what they fear."

"But only if you survive the next cut."

Leonard gasped awake.

No one there.

Only the alley. Only the cold. Only the filth and rats and the thin gray light of morning bleeding into the sky like regret.

By noon, he made his way to a public library.

Not for books.

For warmth.

The heater worked. Barely. The security guard watched him from behind a newspaper but didn't say a word.

He sat in the furthest corner, curled into an old chair, pretending to read.

Page 19.

"The pain that sanctifies is the pain that teaches."

Footnote: Endure enough, and the soul learns to bend time.

He blinked.

What?

He flipped back.

No such line.

Different page entirely.

The book was about city zoning codes.

What the hell is happening to me?

He stared at his trembling hands. Something… shifted in his fingertips. A tremor. Or a memory trying to grow claws.

Then his phone buzzed.

He didn't remember charging it.

Didn't matter.

The notification glowed:

Voicemail. From: Melanie Dane.

Timestamp: Just now.

He hesitated. Then pressed play.

Melanie's voice tired, brittle.

"Uncle Leo… I'm sorry. I didn't mean to… I I lied. I lied to get attention. Jayce told me it'd go away if I just cried enough. But they promised me college. They promised "

Static.

"They said I had to bury you to save the family. I didn't know they'd really "

Silence.

Then a click.

Message deleted. Automatically.

No backup. No trace.

Leonard gripped the phone so tight it cracked.

"That's two," the not-voice whispered.

He left the library without thinking.

He was no longer walking.

He was hunting.

By dusk, he stood outside Priscilla Dane's penthouse.

The sky burned orange behind the skyline. The glass towers looked like knives stabbing the clouds.

He buzzed once.

No answer.

Then the elevator opened beside him.

Priscilla stepped out fur coat, sunglasses, and a cigarette dangling from her lips.

Her eyes met his and didn't flinch.

"Leonard," she said flatly. "I thought we had erased you."

"I came to say goodbye," he replied.

She smirked. "Charming. But you were never good at exits."

She brushed past him, but he stepped in front of the door before it could close.

"I know Melanie lied."

Priscilla froze.

Her face didn't change but her fingers twitched. "You can't prove that."

"I don't need to," he said. "I just needed to hear how fast you flinch."

She dropped her cigarette.

Stepped on it.

Then leaned in. "You're not part of this family. You were a useful echo. A warm body to take the fall. That's all."

He met her gaze.

"Then why are you still afraid of me?"

Priscilla smiled sweetly.

"Because echoes can scream. But they still fade."

She stepped inside.

The elevator doors closed.

Leonard stood there.

Alone.

Again.

And then

Behind him, on the mirrored wall

A third whisper etched itself across the reflection:

"That's three."

Something broke.

Not in the world.

In him.

It wasn't rage.

It wasn't sadness.

It was clarity.

He looked up.

And the sky wasn't the same color anymore.

The clouds were curling backward.

The moon flickered.

And every digital screen nearby phones, traffic signs, billboards blinked once.

Then lit up with a single phrase:

SOUL NOW QUALIFIED.

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