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Chapter 8 - Chapter9 Erase him first

I stared at the yellow tape, still spinning, even though the audio was gone.

It didn't end.

It was cut off.

Elena's voice had vanished mid-sentence, like someone had ripped her out of the air.

And in that silence... another voice returned.

Not from the tape.

From my head.

> Don't stop. Don't think. Just feel.

That line again.

But now it sounded deeper.

Familiar.

Like my own voice echoing back at me.

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I grabbed my notebook and flipped through the pages.

I wasn't sure what I was looking for — some proof I still remembered her the way she actually was.

Then I saw it.

A scribbled line I didn't recognize, wedged between two lyrics we'd written:

> To erase the voice, you must erase the host.

What host?

I didn't write that.

She didn't either.

I checked the handwriting.

It was shakier. Cramped.

Like someone writing in a panic. Or... someone trying to mimic me.

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My heart started pounding.

I opened my laptop. Clicked through every audio file. Every backup.

All of them had been renamed.

None of them were hers anymore.

Just cold, clinical titles like:

Track_001_A

VocalTest_clean

Ezra_VoiceCopy_3

Wait—what?

Ezra_VoiceCopy_3

That wasn't Elena's voice at all.

That was me.

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I played it.

I expected a vocal warm-up. A test. Anything.

But what I heard was... a full conversation.

Between me.

And myself.

> Voice 1 (Me): "It's happening again. I heard her in the static."

Voice 2 (Also Me): "That wasn't her. That was conditioning. Stay with me."

Voice 1: "But I miss her."

Voice 2: "No. You miss who she made you believe you were."

Voice 1: "What if I've been the echo all along?"

The audio ended abruptly.

I hadn't recorded that.

Had I?

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I ran to the mirror again.

That damn mirror.

Because I didn't trust my voice anymore.

I needed to see my mouth move.

I said out loud:

> "I am Ezra. I am not part of this."

My reflection smirked.

Only for a second.

But I saw it.

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I slammed the mirror with my fist.

Blood. Shards. A quiet scream I didn't know came from me.

Then my phone vibrated.

Airdrop request from UNKNOWN.

One file.

No name.

No sender.

Just a title:

> ERASE HIM FIRST

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