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Chapter 1 - Oneshot

Summary:

Yuuji Nakamura is a quiet, reserved piano major who sees the world in melodies and silence. Kaoru Tanaka is a vibrant violinist with a past he hides behind music and sarcasm. When they're paired for the conservatory's final duet showcase, they're forced to confront the truths they've buried under sound — and find something more than music in the spaces between their notes.

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Part I: Silence Is a Sound

Yuuji had always thought silence was a comfort.

It wasn't the empty kind, the void that sat awkwardly between conversations. It was the kind of silence found at 3 a.m. in an empty practice hall, where the only noise was the echo of a key softly pressed and held, trembling beneath his fingers.

People called him quiet. Cold, even. But Yuuji wasn't trying to be distant. He just found words too blunt for the things he wanted to say.

He sat alone most days in the back corner of the conservatory's third-floor practice room. Same hour, same Steinway, same unfinished Chopin nocturne. He didn't play to impress. He played to breathe.

So when Kaoru Tanaka stormed into the room like a hurricane in tight jeans and a violin case that had seen better days, Yuuji flinched.

"You're Yuuji, right?" Kaoru asked, already moving to set up. "Professor Saito paired us for the final duet showcase. Violin and piano. Guess we're married now."

Yuuji blinked. "…What?"

Kaoru grinned, loose strands of hair falling into his amber eyes. "Kidding. Mostly."

And just like that, silence died.

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Part II: Dissonance

Kaoru was everything Yuuji wasn't. Talkative, expressive, full of fire. He played like his strings might break from the passion, like music was the only thing keeping him from falling apart.

Their first rehearsal was a disaster.

Kaoru wanted to play Saint-Saëns. Yuuji preferred Debussy. Kaoru sped through crescendos. Yuuji lingered in the diminuendos. They clashed like minor keys in a major scale.

"You're too stiff," Kaoru snapped after their third failed take. "You're playing notes, not emotions."

Yuuji's jaw tightened. "And you're too chaotic. It's not a performance — it's a conversation."

"Exactly," Kaoru said, stepping close. "So try talking, Yuuji. Try feeling something when you play."

"I feel plenty," Yuuji bit back. "I just don't scream it."

Their eyes locked. The silence between them was different this time. Dense. Heated.

Kaoru blinked first, stepping back with a scoff. "Right. Ice prince strikes again."

But he didn't leave.

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Part III: Practice Makes Intimacy

The next weeks passed in a rhythm.

They practiced. Fought. Paused. Laughed, sometimes. Then fought again.

Kaoru brought cheap convenience store snacks, calling it "artist fuel." Yuuji didn't like sugar, but Kaoru shoved strawberry pocky in his mouth anyway. He'd leave little doodles on Yuuji's sheet music — tiny violins, flaming pianos, once even a stick figure of Yuuji frowning.

"I saw you smile the other day," Kaoru said one evening, sprawled on the floor beside the bench. "You're getting soft."

Yuuji shrugged. "You're getting tolerable."

Kaoru laughed, and it echoed in the room like a melody.

They stopped arguing about pieces. Somehow, their styles found a compromise — his control to Kaoru's emotion, Kaoru's instinct to Yuuji's discipline. It was a duet in more than music now.

Yuuji started noticing things.

How Kaoru bit his lip when tuning. How he stared out the window after playing something sad. How he never answered his phone if it buzzed mid-session.

"Everything okay?" Yuuji asked once.

Kaoru blinked, surprised. Then smiled. "Yeah. Just... ghosts."

Yuuji didn't press. But he stored the word carefully.

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Part IV: Crescendo

It was raining the night everything changed.

They stayed late after rehearsal. The showcase was near. Nerves were high.

Kaoru was restless, pacing. "What if we screw it up? What if they hate it?"

"They won't," Yuuji said, softly.

Kaoru paused. "You're sure?"

Yuuji looked up. "We worked too hard. And…" He hesitated. "It sounds right. When we play, it sounds… right."

Kaoru stared at him.

Then, slowly, he sat beside Yuuji on the bench.

"You know," Kaoru murmured, fingers tracing a silent chord, "you're the first person who listens. I mean really listens. Not just to music. To me."

Yuuji's throat tightened. "You talk a lot."

Kaoru chuckled. "Yeah. To hide the noise in my head."

Silence settled again. But this one was warm.

Yuuji turned toward him. "What kind of noise?"

Kaoru's smile faltered. "My dad's in prison. He used to be a violinist, too. Taught me everything. Also taught me what a broken hand feels like when you miss a note."

Yuuji's hands curled.

Kaoru kept going. "Mom left. I bounced through relatives. Music was the only thing I could keep. The only thing that couldn't hit back."

Yuuji swallowed. "That's why you play like you're fighting."

Kaoru looked at him, surprised. "Yeah."

Their eyes locked.

In the quiet, something shifted.

And then Kaoru leaned forward. Slowly. So slowly Yuuji could have moved.

But he didn't.

Their lips met. Just once. Barely there.

But it was enough.

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Part V: The Space Between Notes

After that kiss, things didn't explode. They didn't fall apart. But something opened.

Their playing changed. Their fingers moved like they were reaching for each other in every chord.

One night, Yuuji stayed after Kaoru left. He pressed the first note of their duet — and smiled.

It didn't feel lonely anymore.

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Part VI: Final Showcase

The stage was quiet.

A packed auditorium. Lights low. Expectant eyes.

Kaoru stood beside him, fingers twitching.

Yuuji looked over. "You okay?"

Kaoru gave a thin smile. "Always."

Yuuji reached out, gently brushing their fingers. "You don't have to fight this one."

Kaoru looked at him. And for the first time, Yuuji saw no armor in his eyes.

"Okay," he whispered. "Let's talk."

The lights dimmed.

And they played.

They played like they were telling the story of everything they'd never said. Of lonely boys and broken strings and strawberry pocky and silent promises. Of healing in half steps and love found in legato.

When they finished, the silence was deafening.

Then — thunderous applause.

But Kaoru didn't look at the audience.

He looked at Yuuji.

And smiled like he'd found home.

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Epilogue: After the Encore

A year later, they moved into a tiny Tokyo apartment.

It was cluttered with sheet music and takeout boxes and Kaoru's endless sketches. Yuuji got used to the noise. Kaoru got used to the quiet.

Some nights, they didn't talk. They just sat at the piano. One bench. Four hands.

Because sometimes, love wasn't loud.

Sometimes, it was a song only two people could hear.

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