Based on true story of the life of a prepubescent girl in late 80s-mid/90s. Her real world experiences from her beginning memories through the age of 12. TheJourney through the young mind not broken by the savage life. Seeing through her eyes how Adults, role models, and peers choose to interact or just entertain themselves through her purposely misguided misery filled world in which she can not fully comprehend or control beyond quiet disagreement. Her silence is her safety, the secrets of her own and others, this is how she survived the savage life by the skin of her teeth. She can speak the truth that her surrounding support system couldn't allow or except. For the system to except would mean them saying I stood by watching her be harshly assaulted, abused, and neglected.

From the time she can remember her first memories. Moving moving to the area that's hot and muggy and a hot car seeing you fa


Chapter 1 - Her headstart