Today, iwokeup, I tried to change. I didn't. I failed. Why am I such a failure?...
I washed my face and looked in the mirror... Why does my face reminds me of a failure?
I didn't do anything because I fail at everything and stayed quiet.
People call me a loser for it, another failure.
Fuck, why do I need to be such a failure?
Haaa, I wonder when I'll be something other than a failure?...
Today, I wanted to write something interesting and ended up writing failure.
I can't even write failure properly because I'm a failure.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
I need a game like system in my daily life, I don't know what to do. Seriously..
Although that's not really a good idea.. or maybe it is for a failure like me.
Tonight, I'll not sleep, I'll be thinking about how I should change.
Tomorrow, I will fail again and be a failure.
No one told me I'm a failure.
But I know that I am one.
So why hide it?
I'll call myself a failure.
Until I change.