May be this is it for me. My life ends here or may be not. May be It's middle of the night now. I can't stand or i can't sit. Even i can't lift my head. Bloods coming out from my chest. It's so painful. I can't scream i don't have energy to talk. I want to drink water. I am just staring at the sky full of stars and half moon in the sky.
Gentle breeze and calm sound of river. I am alone near the river bank. A calm place and my calm soul. Why i am here and this condition? I really don't know. I really don't remember what happend to me.
I think that doesn't matter now. Cause now i am about to die now. My life shattered in second like glass. But glass is more useful than me. Broken glass can hurt People, Cut people. But if my life ends here that doesn't matter to anyone. Because there is no one left for me to think for me. I am all along and i am dying here alone. No one here for me to listen my last words.
I was the Elite member of INTERNATIONAL GHOUL BURN UNIT (IGBU) Brunch Japan.
IGBU established in year 2331, February 21. From year 2325 many peranormal activities shown in whole over the world. After researching and investigating police and scientists found that this activity is occur by GHOUL. They are not humans but they looks like human. They have Special abilities. That varies person to person different abilities. Even in the morning you are walking in the park but who knows the person besides you is GHOUL. They mainly eats human flesh,bloods. Government hide this matter from generat people. Cause this will create a huge panic all over the world. They starting experiments how they will fight against GHOUL. And also made high advance weapon and biological weapon. Not everyone can use this wepon. Each person has there own speciality. It needs weapon owners blood to make the deadly wepon. And just the owner of the wepon can only use the weapon. You can say weapon contracted by blood.
My Specialty was Blood Manipulation and Blood Venom. Pretty unique and handy. I was on a mission. Childrens were vanishing from near the river bank. I and some of my office members came here to investigate. But then what happened I don't remember at all. What happend to other members i don't know.
I joined IGBU to take revenge for what happened in past. But now i didn't take my revenge and here last stage of my life. I wanted to complete what i started. My whole life is nothing but a failure.
May be this is the value of life. And the value is nothing. It's zero in the end. No matter how you fought, no matter how you achieve, no matter how you fail. In the end death is equal to everyone. There is no rich death. There is no poor death. Your soul just left from your body. Your soul can't hold your body. My soul is fighting to hold my body but he will give up soon. I already gave up my life. What i have done to my life i don't know. I messed my whole life with my whole life.
But....
But.....
Still...
I don't want too die. Dying is painful. Even no one is here for me even no one was. But still i have some good memories that can push me do what i want to do. I gave my myself easily but my mother didn't gave up in me that easily. And that believe of her pushed me farther to become successful.
I can't sit. I can't walk. I gave my hope to my fate now. I have nothing to do now. My willpower can't help me to walk even if i don't have legs. My hand wocame nhelp me to eat with my hand even if i don't have arms. Sometimes you let it handle in your fate. Sometimes you have no way to accept your fate. I accepted my fate. May be today i will die or may be not. But before i die i want say that
"Mom I am sorry. I didn't done anything for you. Please forgive me."
I am seeing blurry everything. My breathes feeling heavy. My body is feeling heavy. I lost huge amount of blood. I am feeling numb. My boody is feeling cold now. Huh i am all alone and I am dying alone now. I can't even laugh if i am thinking it now.
"Step...Step....Step"
May be i am hearing footsteps. May be someone came.To save me? But It's too late.
My vision is blurry. But the person came near to me. Long hair. Maybe a girl. But a girl middle of the night? When the girl came to me I noticed her eyes. Her eyes is crimson red. I didn't have to thought second time. She is a GHOUL.
I fought against GHOULS because i hate them. I wanted to destroy them all. But my irony of fate I am now a food of a GHOUL. She will eat my blood, Flesh. And morning there will be a news headline that a unidentified body found near the riverbank who was brutally murderd. This is how a news headline becomes when someone is murderd by GHOUL. So my lifes ends here and i am going to killed by a GHOUL. I want to fight till the end but i can't move my body even if a little bit.
She came beside my body.
My brain puzzled. What i am thinking i don't know. What I will do I don't know. I just said
"Let me die peacefully." I said it but may be i was smiling a little bit or not i don't know.
I felt she touched my body gently and lift my mody. And she said something.
"Y....y.....w...w... D...d...."
Don't know what she said but after that i lost my consciousness.