Lin ran spent time with his family till yiyan come back from his business trip....
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During this time he stayed quite in his room, only leaving when necessary. And finally the day come when yiyan will be back. His heartbeats gradually raised high.
He was going through the calendar and notice Today was the birthday of her late mother. He felt sour in his heart.
He decide to clean his mother's room but when he enter that room he remember his childhood, the peaceful and the happiest day of his life. Old memories rushed into his brain. Making him numb. He pick up a tissue to clean the family photo and
" thud" someone enter the room.
The man who just enter looking at him with grevience. " how dare you enter this room "
" uncle"
lin ran got startled by him. His thin figure start trembling when he saw the man in front of him looking straight into his eyes with killing intend.
Yiyan walk close to him. And in fear lin ran step back but there was no way to run away. It was the wall that stopping him.
" Ugh ..." lin ran scream in pain. Yiyan squeeze linran troat so tightly, linran airway got block, he was unable to breath.
Yi yan ruthlessly squeeze more. He was about to strangle linran to death. Linran eyes and face got red due to the blood pressure. At that point yiyan realize how far he was going and let go of linran.
"Cough...cough.....hic...cough"
Linran look at him with tears in his eyes, yiyan see him indifferently yet feeling uncomfortable in his heart. ....
" get out "
Lin ran didn'thear clearly " huh "
" i said get out" yiyan yelled in frustration
Lin ran stand up by supporting the table beside him. Still Shivering in fear. Yiyan notice that Red marks of his fingers got visible on his neck after getting strangle . He slowly walk out of the room.
" wait "
Lin ran got froze in the place, yiyan remove his woolen scarf from his neck and wrapped around linran's neck. Linran also understood why he doing this.
" don't call me uncle again, i am not your uncle "
I" i...i am sorry"
After apologising linran ran upstairs to his room.
Yiyan got puzzled and thoughin his head is it really linran he knew. He thought lin ran will fight back as usual .
Back then when linran just got into his teenage he use to fight violently with yiyan. No matter how much he was weaker than yiyan but he always make sure to give it back every punch and kick coming from that person.
What happened all this years when he was away that lin ran personality change so much.
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" linran why don't you come to the hospital when i call you, its already been a week and you didn't show up even if i call you everyday" lin zheng was quite angry with linran this time.
" sorry father, i didn't get time you know that how hard it is to take care of zinzin and beside i have my full body check up few days ago so you don't have to worry about me "
" sigh, linran why you have to run around to other hospital when your father is a doctor himself. You should have directly come to me" lin zheng is the chairmam of the lin hospital and biggest collage in z city and he is known for his profession. How many life he save with his magical hands. And the money he donated to the orphanage.
" you know that people will make comment if they see you in other hospitals. It will be be bad for our hospital" lin zheng was not in good mood after what he hear from linran .
" sorry dad i will keep that in mind" lin ran reply
" oh really, you can't hear properly and now you can't see things clearly maybe next time it will be your brain that will not work" all this time linzheng notice that linran vision is blurred . " make sure this mistake never happen again" linzheng coldly said this to linran.
Linran felt quite uncomfortable after hearing his father. Lin zheng has a habit of being cruel with his words. Linran knew it very well but some time he crosse his line and forgot that the one he is talking is no one other than his own blood.
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After dinner yiyan took zinzin and linran with him. Zinzin was sleeping peacefully in linran's arm.
" she got pretty close with you " yiyan was the one who start talking
On the other side no one replied " ...."
" Are you trying to use her to get close with me, you should just forgot about it you know that i will never have place for you in my heart "
It is exactly what linran want. He don't want to fall in love with anyone again. The first time he fell he regret. Obviously he will never let that mistake happened again. He was never able to forgot that person who love him dearly. The wound in his heart is still fresh.
Its good enough that he has home and a child. What else he want. Or maybe he don't even deserve what he is getting. He deserve the way everyone treat him. He deserve this pain after what he did.
He kil*d his mother , he k*lled his lover and he k* lled his ....
This guilt can't be separate from him till he die.