The morning unfolds like a prayer whispered by the earth itself. Beyond the glass of my window, Lake Siljan lies cradled in the arms of the hills, the water so still, so clear, it seems less a lake than a great, dark eye gazing back at the heavens. The sky it reflects is pale gold, touched with rose where the first light of dawn brushes the high clouds. The world holds its breath, waiting for the sun to rise.
I sit at my desk — a simple thing, built of pine long ago, its surface scarred with the scratches of pens and the burn-marks of candles — and for a long while, I do not move. My hands rest upon the worn wood, and my gaze wanders beyond the glass, drawn to the soft motion of the world outside.
A swan drifts across the lake, its body a perfect arc of white against the dark water. Its wake spreads behind it in ripples that catch the newborn light, setting the lake to glittering. The air is sharp and clean, the scent of pine and water and earth mingling in a perfume no alchemist could ever match. Somewhere, hidden among the birches, a bird greets the day with a single, sweet note — a sound so pure it brings tears to my eyes.
How long have I lived here, I wonder? Long enough for the lake to know me, long enough for the birches to bend their slender trunks toward my window as if in greeting, long enough for the stones of my garden path to bear the shape of my feet.
And yet, not long at all. Not when measured against the age of the hills, the depth of the forest, the silence of the lake.
I reach for my pen — an old fountain pen, its silver worn thin where my fingers have held it over the years. I dip it into the inkpot, the black liquid shining like a fragment of night captured in glass. The first drop falls upon the blank page, and for a moment, I am afraid.
Afraid that no words will ever be enough.
But then, the wind stirs the birch leaves, setting them to whispering, and the swan lifts its wings, white sails catching the breeze. And I remember that words do not need to capture everything. Only what I have seen. Only what I have felt. Only what I have loved.
I begin to write.
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"I was born in a village where winter ruled for half the year, where the river froze so deep that horse-drawn carts crossed it as if it were a road. The fields lay beneath snow from autumn's end to spring's slow return, and the wind was a constant companion — whistling through the pines, rattling the shutters at night, carrying the scent of ice and woodsmoke and far-off places I could only dream of.
My first memory is of that wind. I was perhaps three years old, sitting upon a blanket near our hearth. The flames flickered and danced, casting shadows upon the wooden walls, but it was the sound beyond that drew my ear. The wind, singing among the trees, calling me, calling always. Even then, I felt that the world was speaking to me. And I listened.
I listened to the snow as it fell, soft as feathers, covering the world in silence. I listened to the river's song when the ice broke in spring, a voice of freedom and strength. I listened to the birds returning, their wings bright against the gray sky. And in all these things, I heard the promise of horizons beyond our little fields, beyond the forests, beyond even the mountains that framed our world like the edge of a map."
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I pause, the pen resting upon the page. The ink gleams in the soft light, and my hand trembles slightly — not from age alone, but from the weight of memory.
Outside, the lake darkens as a cloud drifts across the sun's rising path. The wind grows stronger, setting the water to rippling, bending the tall grasses at the shore. The swan beats its great wings and takes flight, its cry echoing over the water, a note of wildness, of freedom.
And I feel again that pull — the same pull that drew me from my boyhood home, that led me across oceans and deserts and mountains, that brought me at last to this place of peace.
I set down my pen and rise, moving to the window. The glass is cool beneath my fingertips. Beyond, the world waits, as it always has, as it always will.
"The world was speaking to me," I whisper. "And I will speak of it, as long as I have breath."
The birches sway, the lake answers with a sigh upon the stones, and the wind carries my words away — to the h
ills, to the forests, to the sky beyond.