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Chapter 9 - Chapter 9 – Where It Hurts

The sky was heavy that morning.

Gray, dense — the kind of sky that doesn't rain, but also won't let the sun through. An undecided sky, just like Ty. Just like Spartacus.

He had gotten up early, even though he hadn't really slept. Marion's voice still echoed in his mind — weak, but alive. The way she'd opened her eyes in the hospital days ago, calling out for Amy, for Lou, for Jack… for him.

It was like a door had reopened.

But the world on the other side of that door… wasn't the same anymore.

Since then, everything carried a different weight.

Marion being in the hospital was a strange mix of hope and pain. She was breathing, she was there — but still distant, still quiet. Lou split her time between the house and the hospital. Amy acted stronger than she felt. And Jack had grown more silent than ever.

And Spartacus…

Spartacus mirrored all of it.

Deep down, Ty knew the horse carried the same feeling he did:

the sense of having survived something that should've taken them both.

He walked to the paddock without saying a word to anyone.

The ground was damp from the night. The cold morning air clung to his face.

Spartacus stood at the far corner, head low, ears pulled back. The scar on his leg was still visible, but the bigger wound wasn't on the outside.

Ty approached slowly. No saddle, no rope, no plan.

Just him, his boots sinking into the mud, and his heart in his hands.

— Morning, partner — he said quietly.

Spartacus lifted his head. His eyes fixed on Ty. He didn't back away. Didn't move closer either.

Just stared. As if saying: I remember.

Ty stopped a few feet away.

He felt it — like something inside him was tethered to the horse.

Not just memory.

Something deeper.

It was part of the system — that strange internal knowledge Ty had carried since the beginning, even when he didn't understand it.

He knew things he'd never learned.

Felt things others couldn't.

There was a thread of memory in him, whispering how the story was supposed to go… but now everything was off course.

It was like holding an old map in a place that had changed shape.

Voice of Destiny — that's what it felt like sometimes. A quiet voice inside him, saying: this story wasn't meant to go this way.

But it had.

Now it had.

And he had to live with that.

Spartacus snorted softly. A rough, raw sound. A warning.

Ty took a breath.

— I'm scared too — he admitted. — But you've got to trust me again. Even just a little.

He took another step.

Silence.

Another.

Still nothing.

When he got close enough, he raised his hand.

Spartacus flinched — just a little. But didn't turn away.

— It's okay… — Ty whispered. — I'm not going to force it.

He lowered his hand. Sat down in the cold dirt, and stayed.

He stayed for hours.

Time passed slowly. The world kept moving beyond the fences, but inside that paddock, it was just two survivors — and all the silence in between.

Around lunchtime, Amy showed up with a sandwich.

— You've been here since early?

Ty looked up at her, eyes tired.

— He's almost letting me.

Amy held out the food.

— This isn't a war, Ty.

— I know.

She sat beside him.

— You don't have to punish yourself every day. It wasn't your fault.

He looked over at Spartacus.

— But I was there when it happened.

Amy took his hand. Held it tightly.

— We don't control everything. Not with good hearts or good intentions. What we do after… that's what matters.

Ty didn't answer.

But he heard her. Deep inside.

The next afternoon, he returned.

Spartacus wasn't as far from the fence anymore.

Ty said nothing. Just stepped inside.

He stood still. Waited.

And then, with no warning… the horse took a step.

Just one. But toward him.

Ty's chest tightened.

He raised his hand again.

And Spartacus touched it with his muzzle.

Not for long.

But long enough.

Enough to say: I still remember you.

That night, Ty sat on the porch with Lou, Amy, and Jack.

They didn't say much. Everyone was tired — mostly on the inside.

Lou leaned her head on his shoulder.

— You're coming back, Ty.

He looked out at the dark field.

— I'm not coming back. I'm learning how to live in the new way.

Amy smiled, soft and small.

Jack took a sip of his coffee and said, in that dry but caring way of his:

— You're earning our trust, kid. Bit by bit.

Ty took a deep breath.

And for the first time in a long time… he believed it.

Because sometimes, it's not just the horse that needs taming.

It's the guilt.

It's the story that broke.

It's the heart that still aches.

And Ty…

Ty was taming all of it.

One day at a time.

With what was left of his courage.

And the hope that maybe — even off course — this story could still find its way back to beauty.

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