"Deeming him to be a mere scholar is too much, that man was a monster in the truest sense." The memory, the pain he endured, and the horror of each part of your soul shattering in front of what Chalice can consider a lower being.
It was an absurd feeling, the fear he felt at that moment was unlike anything. For the angels of Bright Lineage, were born to battle their kind. The angels of those that can Rival the Sun God in destructive strength was not someone he can mess with. So defeated by her was not much of a stain on his name.
And such defeats are also understandable.
But not the one at the hands of the Scholar. "Coward, if I was in your place, I would have hunted him to the ends of the earth… sadly, I can't walk out of Rudrain." The one named Lakshya ruminated over his state, stuck to a pillar connected to the very heart of the city. He was the ultimate protector and someone who had merged his domain with the city. Hence, his name is Lakshya the goal to strive for.