Connor
He had let me go.
There wasn't a big argument or tears, he simply gave me a kiss and wished me a safe flight home. He didn't come into his family jet to fly back with me. Instead he chose to stay back in Trinidad.
I didn't know what I wanted. I wanted to leave and I didn't believe there was much of our holiday together to salvage. After our talk things between us had never been more tense. Edward felt distant and I didn't have it in me to force us to go back to normal.
I didn't know how to explain it nor did I want to think about it. He seemed depressed after everything and I didn't want that. I knew for so long I wanted to hurt him the way he had me but to see it made me feel terrible.
He was sunshine. I had gotten so used to his smile and laughter that to not hear it or see it made something in me twist painfully. He didn't even sleep that night. Instead he spent most of his time on the deck staring out into the sea.
