Years have passed,yet I'm still in love with Adrian. I just can't stop loving him and it's really frustrating. And funny enough, I'm sure he doesn't know about it.
After Tina,he had dated someone else again and this time it was a girl who already has a boyfriend, but Adrian just won't leave her alone and to be honest, she's actually very pretty and cute.
When Adrian started chasing Tina,I told myself that if Adrian is destined for me he will still come back to me. He later broke up with her ,but moved on with someone else instead. Somehow,I think he was purposely trying to make me jealous, "but why go this far?" I thought to myself as I sat in class, watching him silently.
" Fine girl, wassup? I noticed you staring at me in the exam hall or you've fallen for me already?" Steve said with a smile on his face as he sits down in front of me." Oh cut the crap!" I said clearly shocked at his accusation and tried to push me away.
Lately,Steve has been teasing and trying to flirt with me every time. Always claiming that I am his everything,he wants us to be together among others. Both in front of our classmates or even in the exam hall. I remembered a day I was trying to remember something and unintentionally I saw myself looking at him and suddenly he winked and blew a kiss before turning back to his script. I was so shocked and embarrassed that I didn't even look up till I finished my exam that day.
However,inspite of all Steve's advances,I never accepted him and instead jokingly pretended as if I don't understand him. This is not my first time of seeing Steve flirting with any girl and there is no way I will fall for his teasing and lies. Falling for someone like Steve is jumping from frying pan to fire. Suddenly, I looked at Steve with a smile and said " why do you purposely do all this,go and chase that your crush and leave me alone" I said looking very frustrated.
" No you'll be my first wife and I'll take care of you very well" Steve replied trying to hold my hands , but knowing that I won't allow him, stopped trying. " Which your first wife? We don't marry two wives in our own family" I replied with a laugh.
Just then ,Adrian who had went out for his science class earlier, suddenly barged in. He looked at us for a minute and quickly went to take his book before going out again. I really don't care anymore. I have never had a boyfriend throughout all the years I've been here, but they've attributed different guys names to me and if Adrian is doing all these purposely to make him jealous,then he should know that he would be more pained because I will act as if I don't notice him too in front of his girlfriend.
Somehow,I feel like he has feelings for me and is probably hiding it because he thinks a good girl like me will never accept a bad boy like me. He even treats me better than his girlfriend sometimes and the way he acts often confuses me but enough of this hurting myself over and over again and to be honestly I really don't want to care anymore and I hope I can just start a new life without him, but deep down this is simply an hopeless hope that will never come true.